slow_night's Journal
[Most Recent Entries]
[Calendar View]
[Friends]
Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
slow_night's LiveJournal:
[ << Previous 20 ]
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 | | 7:52 pm |
| | Sunday, December 25th, 2005 | | 11:10 pm |
Shitty mood. Good xmas i guess, most of my gifts were envelopes. | | Saturday, December 3rd, 2005 | | 1:51 pm |
I've no more blood to bleed
I'm going to try to resolve this with amity, if that does not avail, i have every intention of following him home and beating the fuck out of him with my nice aluminum baseball bat. Nobody who knows what I'm talking about can reasonably try to stop me. Current Mood:  Zorn | | Sunday, November 27th, 2005 | | 11:51 pm |
You're like the angel to me.
I....can't....sleep. Rawr. I had a pretty good thanksgiving weekend, I hadn't seen Eric in FOREVER! We didn't talk a whole lot but it was just nice to see him, he's changed a lot over the past couple years. Relatively good food, I love pecan pie. I hung out with aileen on friday night, and then saturday during the day, and then I saw her today but it was sort of weird. I was up til 5:30 am today due to an influx of coffee at Fat Dave's and the fact that world of warcraft is wildly entertaining. Unfortunately, i got up at 10:45 and was super pissy, and wanted to go back to bed, but I didn't out of knowledge that it would ruin my sleep schedule (and because a certain little lady told me not to). Welllll didn't work anyway, i'm just super pissy and tired and rawwrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I need to stop playing WoW for a little while I think. I'm becoming slowly more out of touch with the world and its ruining my sleep schedule. I was going to go to bed at 9:30 tonight, go me. But then blah blah blah well suffice to say that I didn't. School will be hellish tomorrow, I didnt read pride and prejudice for english, I didn't do my chem, and I have to just go to weight training. I might drop that class at semester, I hate it so very much. I...want....cheeeeese. and coke! but i can't because it's late and it'll just make my staying up worse. I wish they had caffeine free coke, i'd so drink it. I'm considering not drinking caffeine anymore, it makes me feel poopy. (except fat daves, i can't give up fat daves). After school tomorrow i'm gonna shower and sleep (assuming I hit my alarm clock until i dont have time to shower tomorrow morning) and i'm gonna wake up to aileen coming over and its gonna rock the hizouse. I need to hang out with connor. For as much as i see him and talk to him, we never really hang out, I miss hanging out. He'd bring his PS2 and play video games at my house for 3 days straight. Those were the good ole' days, summahtime. I don't even want to sleep right now, i just want smoked cheddar and a samich of sorts. Rawr i'm insomniactical tonight. Current Mood:  rawr?Current Music: Like The Angel - Rise Against | | Sunday, November 13th, 2005 | | 9:06 pm |
'Tis true, I only update when I'm in a bad mood. Today was wildly unproductive, but not very restful. I have to go to 0 period tomorrow and I'm gonna be all tired and blahhhhhh. I want to just go to sleep, but I know I won't wake up rested, so I may as well be super tired about it. I went to fat dave's last night, as well as party searching, it was different than last week, didn't really feel the same fun vibe. I really really want to get into a fight. I just want to get all my frustrations and anger out on someone's face. I can't wait for thanksgiving, I desperately need another long weekend, as this one just wasn't very fulfilling. Oh Orlando Bloom, you and your Kingdom of Heaven. Random. My shoes are wet. | | Friday, October 28th, 2005 | | 6:56 pm |
My moods have been very extreme lately, and yet life has been so mediocre. I hit these crazy highs and ridiculous lows and when I look at it, the majority of my time is so blank and empty, I don't DO jack shit. I've only got one really good thing going on (which I guess might seem selfish to people who have no really good things going on, but whatever, fuck them), and I dunno, makes everything else seem that much worse just by comparison. I'm so tired of math. My math teacher called me at fucking 9 in the morning today to talk about how I'm not turning in all that many assignments, and how it's a wonderment that I'm still passing. Blah blah blah. It's my day off motherfucker, why the hell would I want to talk to you?! I went to haunted houses last night that weren't very exciting, but then I had coffee and that was nice, I fully enjoy that beverage in all of its incarnations (except ice cream, which always sucks no matter the flavor). I had weird dreams (probably due to the excessive coffee). I made a cake today...it turned out mediocrely, I dunno, at the very least I am not impressed. It was Jeris' birthday today, he's gettin old, it's weird because I just think of him as an 8th grader but he's 18 now. I want a fucking piece of gum. Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down | | Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 | | 7:30 pm |
I feel like shit, I thought this year was supposed to be happier than last year? Grrr...I am not nearly as good at this sort of thing as I thought I was about an hour ago. Current Mood: Urghhh! | | Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 | | 1:03 am |
Things I like: Long talks with good friends about bad times Cherry-flavored colas That moment when you finally "get" how to play a song and everything clicks quarters...they are shiny and have notches on the side Things I don't like: Waiting for people to get on in the early morning when you know they won't...but you do anyway Scary speculations about weird families Things crunching outside The feeling I have in the pit of my stomach right now Current Mood: *sigh* | | Monday, October 17th, 2005 | | 8:32 pm |
I hate this. Where the fuck are my guitar strings. Current Mood: infuriated | | 5:51 am |
I don't want to go to school today...blech. I'm tired, nauseous, and my head hurts. I hate chemistry because the room makes my head hurt worse. My shitty mood carried over the night. I want to sleep when I get home, someone remind me, k? I always forget that I want to sleep when I get home, and it's very important to me that I get a rifuckulous amount of sleep tonight, because I want to be in a good mood tuesday. I like candy, although I think that might be why I'm nauseous. Internal troubles. Current Mood: poopyCurrent Music: Rebel Yell - Billy Idol | | Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 | | 6:06 am |
I'm wrapped up in you by that look on your face...
Had Aileen over today, that was pretty fun, 'cept I'm stupid about things. Things in general right now are just kind of going downhill. I can't help but feel that the stability that I worked my ass off for is slipping through my fingers and things are going to be like they were, when I never know what anyone is feeling and can't act like myself for fear of reprisal. We'll have to wait and see. I'm very proud of where I've gotten myself, I just hope I don't fuck things up with semantics or quirks. Current Mood:  tired | | Wednesday, September 28th, 2005 | | 7:55 pm |
| | Monday, September 26th, 2005 | | 9:37 pm |
I have a cold that is most unpleasant. I think I owe someone money...maybe not though. Grarg I am verily infuriated by my current archenemy (although I do suppose that is the point). I need to finish him soon, before he becomes too powerful...I should get the Superfriends together (AKA Jeris and Connor, my Partners in Destruction), to help me defeat the evildoer. In other news, I have to go to school tomorrow, which sucks because I didn't have to today. Upside: Get to see Aileen. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Paperthin Hymn - Anberlin | | Wednesday, September 21st, 2005 | | 5:03 pm |
Woke up today with very high hopes. I got a lot of sleep and I just felt ready for whatever today was going to throw at me. Welllll guess I wasn't? I am in a H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E mood. I hate basically everything, and what I don't hate, I find to be mind-gimpingly depressing. I am emo incarnate...blech. A surprising number of people think that I'm stupid because I'm "emo" (which I sorta am I'll admit, I listen to acoustic music and have long hair). So today for the umpteenth time I heard something which I'm PRETTY sure isn't true...I mean I shouldn't even be doubting that it isn't true, but repetition kinda gets to me. The 1812 Overture kinda sucks. Beethoven could so take Tchaikovsky in a classical music-fight. It's hard to find a whole lot else to say, for the most part I don't even know why I'm mad. And the parts that I do know are confusing at best. I wonder where all the passion went. Current Mood: bitchyCurrent Music: If Winter Ends - Bright Eyes | | Monday, September 19th, 2005 | | 9:52 pm |
I'm hoping my little boyish plan for oct. 24th goes off without a hitch, i'm sure it will have like 80,000 hitches, but a guy can hope. I can't seem to manage to edit songs, but i love so many parts of this song! School is so frustrating. There just always seems to be some concept that I don't get at all, and it is such a drag. I hate having to go to bed early, I miss the carefree days of summer when I could go to bed early or stay up late and it didn't really make any difference in my days (except how much daylight i got). This song is really hard to play, but I am ever so determined. My new bed is too comfortable, it is really hard to get up in the morning, luckily it makes me want to sleep for a very long time, so i never have trouble getting to sleep while i'm in it. Two blankets eh? seemed like such a good idea at the time, now it seems far too comfortable for the standard person to be able to utilize effectively. tomorrow is upper body in weight training, i alwayws feel better about upper boddy than i do about lower body, my upper body is just stronger. speaking of, i totally carried around aileen today and it made me feel really good inside. she didn't seem to like it that much, but then again she never really does. my parents said it was just a matter of trust and such, which is kind of unnerving, you know? it's like she doesn't trust me enough to carry her. i know its just superflous stuff, but it does mean a lot to me. i'm just too much of a romantic i spose. I'm looking forward to finishing my next song, it should be pretty mediocre (which by my standards so far is great!) I am typing faster than my computer can think to put letters down. I don't like spring or summer, fall and winter are when i really come into my own, and yet, i'm not really feeling as comfortable with these seasons as i so often do. this year it all feels a little bit new and unwieldy. Hopefully it passes. | | Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 | | 8:51 pm |
I got to see Aileen today! That made me vurry happy. I seem to be noticing her absences much more than usual lately, perhaps its just stress. In any event, "Hole in My Chest" (A song of mine) has been rejuvenated and will be played at the next open mic, a cover is also a possibility. For the moment, I am kind of pissy and tired, but that is mostly due to a lack of sleep last night. I am very full of food. My guitar strings utterly delight in making my fingers hurt, and the squat bar utterly delights in hurting my neck. I am deciding currently between sleeping early or painting another model. I didn't do my math homework...I should have though. I will do it tomorrow most likely, if not though, I'm sure that worse things could happen. Deathcab for Cutie's new CD is rifuckulously good. Good night, fellows. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Deathcab for Cutie - Marching Bands of Manhattan | | Monday, September 12th, 2005 | | 8:32 pm |
School is most assuredly not something I enjoy. I will, however, admit that it is not as bad as last year and that I like most of my classes. (BTW, Math is a much better class when you do the homework and make yourself understand it). I'm in a bad mood today. I'm either sad, or pissed off. Hard to tell sometimes, y'know? I am...looking forward to tomorrow to some extent. I wish that I could be a better person sometimes, I mean, I know its the "running joke" that I'm a bad person and all that, buuuut sometimes it does hit a little too close to home. Blech, nothing I can do about it. I simply strive to be good enough to feel worthy of the things that I am given (such as my 3 most kickass friends). I am finally starting to play guitar consistently again. My fingers hurt, but in a good way, like after you work out. Speaking of, I am in weight training and I actually like the class. I remember dreading Binky's PE class last year, but this year I wake up and want to go to weight training because its just a fun class (even though I don't really know anyone in it). There are some things, for which I have no patience. Current Mood: moroseCurrent Music: Axioms of Twilight - Hole in My Chest | | Thursday, September 8th, 2005 | | 8:59 pm |
Band practice...the OC...I love that life feels back to normal. To be quite honest, I didn't like the summer that much. No school and all that was fine, but I pretty much hate the sun. Now, with rainy season back upon us (or nearly so, at least), it seems to be strangely parallel to last year. Last year that has been immensely improved. I have a wonderful girlfriend, and Axioms is actually getting a couple songs off the ground, with a performance tomorrow night at the Portal! Nervous as I am, just about every move I make feels like a step in the right direction. Even something so simple as staying up all night, just to catch the jetstreams in the sunrise :). Current Mood:  cheerful | | Friday, September 2nd, 2005 | | 4:10 pm |
I don't like people today. Open Mic is (thankfully) not til next Friday, so I get another week to practice. I might get to hang with Jeris today, that would redeem my otherwise poor mood. I'm fucking tired of drama (I used to think myself so above drama, how lofty we think we are). I just don't understand the way a lot of people think. I shall channel my anger into these little models, and make them look pretty with tiny brushes and tiny paints. Current Mood: angryCurrent Music: Mediocrity Gets You Pears - Against Me! | | Sunday, August 28th, 2005 | | 10:02 am |
So last night I went to go see Spencer play at The Grange. It wasn't bad overall, some guy apparently said he wanted to punch me in the face? I don't know, I have never even met the guy. Gunshot did pretty good, considering the broken guitar string and such. I think that a lot of people just came for Gunshot (myself included). I just got back from Elmers, where I had quite the omelette to be reckoned with. Jeris and I are back on pretty good terms, which is nice. I've missed the kid. Aileen comes back today! I don't know if I'll be able to hang with her today, but if not, then I already called dibs on tomorrow. Peace, kids. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Anberlin - Stationary Stationary |
[ << Previous 20 ]
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
slow_night's journal